Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes.

 I'm only just back from my future apartment where I had a look at it and I LOVE it! I already phoned the owner to set a date to sign the contract and she'll get back to me, any minute now, after she discussed it with her companions. She doesn't live in the neighbourhood you see.

The apart. has about everything I could wish for: central heating, first floor, very close to public transport and a supermarket... There's only the possible issue of single glazing but according to some attests I saw that shouldn't pose any problem.

OMG I still can't believe it! I'VE FOUND AN APARTMENT!!! *

.... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... 

It's decided in 2 days I'll meet the owner.
I think I'll only believe I've actually found a place of my own once the contract is signed.

Heh, already I'm making a list what I need of furniture, which organizations I'll have to notify and even making a draft for a new 'business' card XD XD About 38h hours before I see the contract *flails wildly* I know already I'll spend tomorrow going over whatever I have to look for in the contract and what's important and I'll be stressing like mad.

... I need more tea.

This morning I've made an appointment to go and look at a flat in the evening...
I felt more excited by each hour that passed, it looked promising.

Shopping (without buying) and reading a book calmed my nerves somewhat.
Yes Kana, I managed to finish 'Scorpia Rising' so I'll give it to you tomorrow.
Aaah, Alex Rider *dreamy look* As the Sunday Times said: "Dark and damned clever."
I'll say no more...

The flat was excellent (for its cost) if one could ignore the constant rumble of traffic. I'm not sure I would've gotten used to hear numerous cars and trucks speeding 50 meters (if not less) from my window if I decided to open it.
You heard it right, if... I did not take the apartment.
There was another young woman along with her father to take a look at the flat at the same time I arrived and she decidedly wanted to rent it. She had arrived first AND was the first to vehemently declare how much she loved to rent it hence I think it was only right she should get it.
I wasn't entirely convinced by the flat, the nearby motorway and the longterm renting period may have had to do with that feeling. I admit, I want to much for too little money and... and... 

And I just don't know at this very moment. 
My parents are causing me stress, neighbours having a constant row at a high volume and never being sure you are or will be alone for a certain amount of time drives me insane.
Yet I don't know whether I want to change that kind of stress for the one where you'll have to save every euro to get the bills payed, if you can manage that, that for a place where you can't have a window open or keep a cat or...
Argh, I really want too much :(

Next time better I suppose...

( Useless rant... )

I've written 1 chapter of what might become a Lancelot+Gwaine story. So far they've met each other, they will become friends (I command them to XD ) and next... I don't know what will come next. I hope to get the entire story fixed this week before another episode comes along. *looks pleadingly at the muses not to abandon her*

I don't think I've got other news at this moment, should I remember something though, I'll post it tomorrow.