... I don't know...
Apr. 4th, 2011 10:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lhuneThis morning I've made an appointment to go and look at a flat in the evening...
I felt more excited by each hour that passed, it looked promising.
Shopping (without buying) and reading a book calmed my nerves somewhat.
Yes Kana, I managed to finish 'Scorpia Rising' so I'll give it to you tomorrow.
Aaah, Alex Rider *dreamy look* As the Sunday Times said: "Dark and damned clever."
I'll say no more...
The flat was excellent (for its cost) if one could ignore the constant rumble of traffic. I'm not sure I would've gotten used to hear numerous cars and trucks speeding 50 meters (if not less) from my window if I decided to open it.
You heard it right, if... I did not take the apartment.
There was another young woman along with her father to take a look at the flat at the same time I arrived and she decidedly wanted to rent it. She had arrived first AND was the first to vehemently declare how much she loved to rent it hence I think it was only right she should get it.
I wasn't entirely convinced by the flat, the nearby motorway and the longterm renting period may have had to do with that feeling. I admit, I want to much for too little money and... and...
And I just don't know at this very moment.
My parents are causing me stress, neighbours having a constant row at a high volume and never being sure you are or will be alone for a certain amount of time drives me insane.
Yet I don't know whether I want to change that kind of stress for the one where you'll have to save every euro to get the bills payed, if you can manage that, that for a place where you can't have a window open or keep a cat or...
Argh, I really want too much :(
Next time better I suppose...
I felt more excited by each hour that passed, it looked promising.
Shopping (without buying) and reading a book calmed my nerves somewhat.
Yes Kana, I managed to finish 'Scorpia Rising' so I'll give it to you tomorrow.
Aaah, Alex Rider *dreamy look* As the Sunday Times said: "Dark and damned clever."
I'll say no more...
The flat was excellent (for its cost) if one could ignore the constant rumble of traffic. I'm not sure I would've gotten used to hear numerous cars and trucks speeding 50 meters (if not less) from my window if I decided to open it.
You heard it right, if... I did not take the apartment.
There was another young woman along with her father to take a look at the flat at the same time I arrived and she decidedly wanted to rent it. She had arrived first AND was the first to vehemently declare how much she loved to rent it hence I think it was only right she should get it.
I wasn't entirely convinced by the flat, the nearby motorway and the longterm renting period may have had to do with that feeling. I admit, I want to much for too little money and... and...
And I just don't know at this very moment.
My parents are causing me stress, neighbours having a constant row at a high volume and never being sure you are or will be alone for a certain amount of time drives me insane.
Yet I don't know whether I want to change that kind of stress for the one where you'll have to save every euro to get the bills payed, if you can manage that, that for a place where you can't have a window open or keep a cat or...
Argh, I really want too much :(
Next time better I suppose...
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Date: 2011-04-05 12:27 am (UTC)About the stress... Fom my personal experience, there'll always be stress, and it's just a matter of knowing how to deal with it. I've been having financial troubles quite a bit while I was in Australia and it's about to start over again in NZ after so long without a job, so yeah, that's stressful. On the other hand, having independence and freedom makes it worthwhile, at least for me it does.
You want to find a place where you can keep a cat? :-) Cool!
You know.. If I got back to Belgium, and start working in Antwerp or somewhere in that area, we could maybe look for a place together? It might be like hotesl accommodation; it's cheaper when there's two people? Unlike Kana, I'm primarily interested in renting rather than buying at the moiment.
Anyway; keep looking around, I'm not sure when I'll be back..
*big hug*
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Date: 2011-04-05 10:05 am (UTC)Ah yes, I'd love to have a cat later ^____^ It's the childhood dream I hope to keep.
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Date: 2011-04-05 05:45 am (UTC)I know the feeling, trust me. I'm still doubtfull as well. One day I say : and now I go hunt for a place of my own and I'm going to buy it and I'm out of here. The next day I'm more like : but I still have some time and I have no stress right now right here.
Though I agree : window must be able to be open and cat! ♥ :-)
I'm loooking forward to this evening. :-)
AND ... YOU FINISHED SCORPIA RISING !!! YAY !!!! :D I'm really curious abut the book. ^^
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Date: 2011-04-05 12:18 pm (UTC)I too am looking forward to this evening, I'll be there half past 7 at the stairs ^__^
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Date: 2011-04-05 12:35 pm (UTC)YAY! I'm ticking off the hours. ^_^"
Half past 7, the stairs. Right! :-)