I'm so angry!

[lhune]

 I'm very very very angry...
So I did the dishes to quench my tears of frustration *fails majorly*
Way to go Lhune *snorts*

'Only a little more than a forthnight' I remind myself again and again, I can hold it out until 2012.
But my mother is making it very difficult at the moment.

She accuses me of being to hard at times - I think she's impossible for considering that as hurtful
She invites her mum and is foul tempered before and after - I know her moods goes down whenever she's seen her mum. Nothing against my grandmother but she doesn't exactly bring a good atmosphere with her these days. It's treading carefully at such a time.
She complains and complains and.... - I hold my comments to myself to avoid a quarrel at this time of the year.

Today she's cleaned my room (thank you but it wasn't really necessary) and moved my christmas tree to a better place. It's true, it is a better place, I hadn't found the time yet to think where to place it but...
but it's my room you know :( While it's all very kind of you, you should understand that it is mine (well not exactly mine, and only for a couple of weeks longer, but still...) I don't like it when you rearrange it while I'm gone for a couple of hours.
That is one of the reasons I'm desperate to move out.

That's enough ranting for today. I'm sorry, but I had to write it down.
It wouldn't surprise me if I should find this ridiculous when I read it again later (when I moved out) but right now, I've had enough....
Rrrrright T_T; I should stop...

Hope to update a better post very soon, something positive.

Comments

[haruka]

It's rough when someone else messes around with your space. :(

[lhune]

How I long for my flat... with a door to lock ^^
I've calmed down now (Had several cups of tea *points to icon*)

Speaking of icons,
I really adore yours :3

[haruka]

Tea is a sanity saver. *nods*

I can't take credit for the icon. I wish I could remember who made it, but over time my notes tend to get lost on these things.

[lhune]

I recognize the problem of crediting an icon. I often save icons here and there but forget look up the artist (and whether the user has or has not credited the icon) And because I only use it ages later it becomes a hopeless case to track the artist ^^;

[dark_kana]

Gah... Yeah, know the feeling. *hugs*
And you are totally right to complain about the room... It's your space and no one else needs to mess around in it or invade it (certainly not when you're not there...)
*lots of hugs and offers you a cup of tea - or hot chocolate*

[lhune]

*takes a sip of the tea* Thanks, I needed that.
I've calmed down already, the wonder tea and sleep do ^^;
We're back to 'normal' for now. Mum is no longer is a foul mood today *crosses her fingers to keep it that way* and I'm drinking liters of tea....